Dreams That Aren’t Mine

  Ever since I was little, I’ve heard stories—of great successes, of glorious victories, of bright worlds waiting to be conquered. I was raised with the idea that dreams are our guiding light, that they are the engine of life, that we move forward through them. But over time, I began to feel that some of those dreams weren’t mine. They seemed to belong to someone else, to an image built from the expectations of others—of society, of family. They were foreign to my heart, yet I carried them like armor that protected me but also weighed me down and held me back. This was one of the most painful truths I had to accept—that many of the dreams I had chased weren’t born of my soul. They were someone else’s dreams, imposed by the outer world, by voices I heard before I had the chance to hear my own. At first, it was hard to admit this. We all want to be loved and accepted, and often we’re willing to sacrifice our own desires just to be approved. My life felt like a journey guided by map...

The Walnut of the Soul — The Path from Pampering to the Divine Table

 

There are souls that life seems to pamper. Not because it loves them more, but because it is preparing them. They are like little walnuts at the top of the tree – ripening in the sun, nourished by the sap of the world, by prosperity, by the gentle care of the visible. On the surface, it seems they live with ease – they receive without struggle. Society supports them, the system waters them. But this is a seeming privilege. The truth is, these souls are in a phase of preparation – ripening for a deeper calling.

Because at some point, every walnut is plucked.

Then the real journey begins – not outward, but inward. The soul detaches from the illusions of social order and starts to lose its appetite for old pleasures. It feels out of place, without purpose. This is not confusion, but a drying out. Its outer shell – the protection, the labels, the social clothes – begins to fall away. The soul starts to stand bare before itself.

Next comes the cracking. The ego-shattering process. This is when the so-called "crises" arrive – betrayals, illnesses, losses, breakdowns. But in the context of spiritual homeopathy, these are therapeutic strikes, precisely dosed for the specific soul. It is an individually prescribed healing plan, created by higher consciousnesses – spiritual doctors who know exactly when and how to crack the shell, so the core is not destroyed.

In homeopathy, we speak of the “vital force” – that inner dynamic that exists behind symptoms. When the soul becomes separated from God – through pride, illusion, fear – it becomes “distorted.” Then life, as the great homeopath, delivers to the soul just the right stimulus – that karmic seed which, seemingly by chance, stirs its inner strength and brings it back into harmony.

These blows – sometimes painful, sometimes incomprehensible – are not punishments, but the highest form of love. Because true love does not let the soul rot in its shell. True love cracks. It breaks everything that stands between you and your purpose. And this cracking does not come chaotically – it is delicately prepared by consciousnesses that see beyond the illusion of time. It is part of the Divine therapy, part of the cosmic healing plan.

And so the soul, after the cracking, after the tears, after the bareness, finds itself before the invisible table of the Eagle – the symbol of the Divine. Only when it is pure, free, stripped of pride and expectations, can it be accepted, eaten, integrated. Because God does not “eat” with shells. He does not accept bitter, unripe fruits. He waits. With infinite patience. Because He knows every soul will ripen – even in the next life, even after many reincarnations.

This is how spiritual homeopathy works. Like cures like. Suffering cures pride. Loss cures attachment. Loneliness cures the illusion of control. Every dose of suffering is measured exactly to the soul’s capacity. No more. No less.

And when at last you are crushed but not destroyed, broken but not lost, soft but not rotten – then you are ready. Ready to return. Ready to be part of the Higher Whole. Ready to be delicious to God.

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