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Sooner or later, the truth hits you

  May 17, 2026 I didn't sleep well again last night. I woke up around five in the morning, just before sunrise. The room is chilly, the window is cracked open a bit, and it smells like wet earth and the oncoming day. In moments like this, when the whole world is still asleep, it gets too quiet. Around me and inside me. The chaotic rush of the daytime - the one we hide in so easily - is gone, and you’re left completely alone with yourself. Stripped bare. I stare into the dark and think about what fools we can be sometimes. For years, we can live inside these made-up, comfortable worlds. We decorate our wounds with beautiful words, calling the fear of loneliness "a great love," toxic attachment "destiny," and total isolation "a spiritual quest." It’s amazing how long a person can remain faithful to their own naivety. And it’s not because we are stupid or don’t understand what’s happening. We just desperately want there to be hope. Naivety is exactly that...

The Liturgy of the Open Palm - A Dawn Meditation on Cosmic Exchange

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      The hour when the night has not yet departed, and the day is but a pale, bluish promise along the edge of the horizon, always carries a sense of naked truth. I sit in the silence of this early room, as the first rays of sunlight pierce the glass like thin, luminous fingers, and I think about touch. About those completely mundane, almost automatic gestures we exchange out of habit, never suspecting that within them lies encoded the entire metaphysics of our existence. We say: Give me five . We say it with ease, with a smile, sometimes in passing, while rushing somewhere, locked within our own tiny, isolated worlds. But what does this truly represent, if we strip away the layer of daily banality? What happens in that microsecond when two palms meet in the air and press against each other? This is a merging . In a psychoanalytic sense, the touching of palms is our first persistent attempt to overlap the boundaries of the Ego, which we so zealously guard the rest of the...

Spirituality Book Collection – 83 spiritual books by Anelly Aya

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